偶像勵(lì)志英語(yǔ)演講 48:讓父母為你驕傲(8)

[00:00.07]And along with all my other exterior choices, 在我對(duì)外部事物不斷做出選擇的時(shí)候， [00:04.09]I worked on, what actors call, my interior adjustment. 我也致力于調(diào)整內(nèi)部狀態(tài)，這一點(diǎn)也是演員們經(jīng)常提及的。 [00:10.22]I adjusted my natural temperament 我開(kāi)始調(diào)整我的內(nèi)在個(gè)性， [00:13.49]which tends to be slightly bossy, a little opinionated, loud, a little loud full of pronouncements and high spirits, 改變?cè)瓉?lái)的跋扈、固執(zhí)、大聲講話、喜歡下命令、訓(xùn)斥和心高氣傲的個(gè)性， [00:27.04]and I willfully cultivated softness, agreeableness, a breezy, natural sort of sweetness, even shyness if you will, 逐漸培養(yǎng)自己輕柔、親和、語(yǔ)音甜美自然甚至害羞的小女生氣質(zhì)。這一招，如果你愿意用的話， [00:42.38]which was very, very, very effective on the boys. 對(duì)男孩子很奏效。 [00:50.29]But the girls didn't buy it. 但是女孩卻不買賬， [00:53.07]They didn't like me; they sniffed it out, the acting. 她們不喜歡我，對(duì)我的嬌柔做作嗤之以鼻，說(shuō)我是在演戲。 [00:58.31]And they were probably right, but I was committed. 也許她們是對(duì)的，但我覺(jué)得我應(yīng)該這么做。 [01:03.05]This was absolutely not a cynical exercise; 這不是開(kāi)玩笑， [01:07.56]this was a vestigial survival courtship skill. 我是在練習(xí)已經(jīng)退化了的情場(chǎng)生存技巧。 [01:13.38]I was developing. And I reached a point senior year, when my adjustment felt like me. 隨著時(shí)光的流逝，我不斷改變自己。到了高三，我真的成了我想象中的那個(gè)女孩， [01:20.50]I had actually convinced myself that I was this person, pretty, talented, but not stuck-up. 我說(shuō)服自己相信我就是那個(gè)漂亮、聰明、平易近人的女孩。 [01:30.17]You know, a girl who laughed a lot at every stupid thing every boy said 她在男生講各種蠢笑話時(shí)咯咯地笑， [01:37.07]and who lowered her eyes at the right moment and deferred, 適時(shí)低下眼睛假裝害羞; [01:43.06]who learned to defer when the boys took over the conversation. 在男生高談闊論的時(shí)候表現(xiàn)出順從。 [01:48.41]I really remember this so clearly and I could tell it was working, 這些事情仍記憶猶新，事實(shí)上，這個(gè)方法真的很有效。 [01:55.13]I was much less annoying to the guys than I had been. 那些男生都因此更喜歡我，包括原來(lái)那些不喜歡我的， [01:58.33]They liked me better and I like that. 而我也樂(lè)得繼續(xù)假裝下去。 [02:01.04]That was conscious but it was at the same time motivated and fully felt. 這些都是有意識(shí)的假裝，但是同時(shí)，我卻被此激勵(lì)鼓舞， [02:08.37]This was real, real acting. 并且感覺(jué)這確實(shí)是完全真實(shí)的表演。

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