你不可能再回家

你不可能再回家

上個周六，是考四六級的日子，是不用早起的日子，是某個某個日子。

路燈下緊緊依靠的情侶，此刻無話不談，只是在無言中分享兩人身上剩余的溫?zé)?。籃球場傳來咚咚的響聲，三三兩兩的人邊說邊笑著，他們都有自己的事要做。

隨手拿起賽林格《麥田里的守望者》翻看著，心思也沒在上邊，今天過了是明天，只能這么及其普通的活下去，只能這樣感慨著。人生在世這么一數(shù)也有二十來年了，不知不覺的感嘆時間去哪了?我為何生活?

總以為自己還小，可能也都那樣覺得，沒想過太多的事，太多的生離死別也沒有經(jīng)歷過，心中總是存有原來美好，很多不能碰，也不敢，一直把它種在心中，等著它發(fā)芽，生長，等著它一切都好起來?？偸锹牭絼e人說時間會改變一切，但是實際上你需要自己努力去改變。

不說，不代表 不知道，不想念。

你不知道該如何面對，可你已經(jīng)無路可退，很多痛苦不親身感受，你無法體會，慢慢的生活會讓你慢慢習(xí)慣，可是那得付出多少代價，多少你不能接受的代價。

現(xiàn)在才知道為什么有些人喜歡安逸的生活，想想小時候，想想長大后。想想自己在想些什么，想想那些不能忘記的，也不會忘記的。曾經(jīng)在某一個瞬間，以為自己長大了，有一天，終于發(fā)現(xiàn)，長大的含義除了欲望還有勇氣和堅強(qiáng)，以及某種必須的犧牲。

長大后要承擔(dān)的多了，承擔(dān)本不應(yīng)該有的，承擔(dān)已經(jīng)發(fā)生又不得不接受的。

每天都在期望著明天會更好，期望著好人好報，期望著生活能少給我們帶來些磨難，少些災(zāi)難，可以讓我們活的更從容，灑脫，至少可以讓我們看到第二天升起的太陽不同，可以讓陽光照進(jìn)發(fā)霉的心中。

活，我們要更好的活。

這個人也許永遠(yuǎn)不回來了，也許明天回來。

You can't go home again

Last Saturday, is to take an examination of band 4 and band 6 days, is not the early days, is a certain day.

Under the street lamp couple holding on to, no words don't talk about at the moment, only two people share the remaining in the silent of the warm. Basketball court came the sound of drumming, 3322 people said with a smile, they all have their own things to do.

Pick up salinger, the catcher in the rye leafing through the idea didn't in the above, after today is tomorrow, so only and ordinary live, can only such feeling. A life so also has a number of 20 years, unknowingly lamenting the time go? Why do I live?

Always thought he was a little, may all think like that, never thought too much, too much loss also have no experience, always has the original good heart, a lot of can't touch, also dare not, have been installed in the heart, waiting for it to sprout, grow, waiting for it to everything is getting better and better. Always hear people say that time will change everything, but in fact you need their own efforts to change.

Do not say, doesn't mean I don't know, don't miss.

You don't know how to face, but you have no way to retreat, don't experience a lot of pain, you can't understand, slowly will help you get used to, but it must pay the price, the price of how much you can't accept.

Now know why some people like to a life of ease, think about when I was a kid, think grew up. Think about what I was thinking, think of those who can not forget, also won't forget. Once at a certain moment, think oneself grow up, one day, finally found, grew up in addition to the desire and the meaning of courage and strength, as well as some must sacrifice.

After be brought up to assume much, bear this ought not to some, bear has happened and have to accept.

Looking forward to tomorrow will be better, every day in looking forward to the good things happen, looking forward to life can bring us less suffering, and fewer disaster, can make us live more calmly, free and easy, can at least let us see the rising sun the next day is different, can let the sunshine in the mould.

Live, we have to live better.

This person may never come back, maybe come back tomorrow.