“GOOD EVENING,”said Lucy. But the Faun was so busy picking up its parcels that at frst it did not reply.When it had fnished, it made her a little bow.
“Good evening, good evening,”said the Faun.“Excuse me—I don't want to be inquisitive—but should I be right in thinking that you are a Daughter of Eve?”
“My name's Lucy,”said she, not quite understanding him.
“But you are—forgive me—you are what they call a girl?”said the Faun.
“Of course I'm a girl,”said Lucy.
“You are in fact Human?”
“Of course I'm human,”said Lucy, still a little puzzled.
“To be sure, to be sure,”said the Faun.“How stupid of me!But I've never seen a Son of Adam or a Daughter of Eve before. I am delighted.That is to say—”and then it stopped as if it had been going to say something it had not intended but had remembered in time.“Delighted, delighted,”it went on.“Allow me to introduce myself.My name is Tumnus.”
“I am very pleased to meet you, Mr Tumnus,”said Lucy.
“And may I ask, O Lucy Daughter of Eve,”said Mr Tumnus,“how you have come into Narnia?”
“Narnia?What's that?”said Lucy.
“This is the land of Narnia,”said the Faun,“where we are now;all that lies between the lamp-post and the great castle of Cair Paravel on the eastern sea. And you—you have come from the wild woods of the west?”
“I—I got in through the wardrobe in the spare room,”said Lucy.
“Ah!”said Mr Tumnus in a rather melancholy voice,“if only I had worked harder at geography when I was a little Faun, I should no doubt know all about those strange countries. It is too late now.”
“But they aren't countries at all,”said Lucy, almost laughing.“It's only just back there—at least—I'm not sure. It is summer there.”
“Meanwhile,”said Mr Tumnus,“it is winter in Narnia, and has been for ever so long, and we shall both catch cold if we stand here talking in the snow. Daughter of Eve from the far land of Spare Oom where eternal summer reigns around the bright city of War Drobe, how would it be if you came and had tea with me?”
“Thank you very much, Mr Tumnus,”said Lucy.“But I was wondering whether I ought to be getting back.”
“It's only just round the corner,”said the Faun,“and there'll be a roaring fre—and toast—and sardines—and cake.”
“Well, it's very kind of you,”said Lucy.“But I shan't be able to stay long.”
“If you will take my arm, Daughter of Eve,”said Mr Tumnus,“I shall be able to hold the umbrella over both of us. That's the way.Now—off we go.”
And so Lucy found herself walking through the wood arm in arm with this strange creature as if they had known one another all their lives.
They had not gone far before they came to a place where the ground became rough and there were rocks all about and little hills up and little hills down. At the bottom of one small valley Mr Tumnus turned suddenlyaside as if he were going to walk straight into an unusually large rock, but at the last moment Lucy found he was leading her into the entrance of a cave.As soon as they were inside she found herself blinking in the light of a wood fre.Then Mr Tumnus stooped and took a faming piece of wood out of the fire with a neat little pair of tongs, and lit a lamp.“Now we shan't be long,”he said, and immediately put a kettle on.
Lucy thought she had never been in a nicer place. It was a little, dry, clean cave of reddish stone with a carpet on the foor and two little chairs(“One for me and one for a friend,”said Mr Tumnus)and a table and a dresser and a mantelpiece over the fre and above that a picture of an old Faun with a grey beard.In one corner there was a door which Lucy thought must lead to Mr Tumnus's bedroom, and on one wall was a shelf full of books.Lucy looked at these while he was setting out the tea things.They had titles likeThe Life and Letters of Silenus orNymphs and Their Ways orMen, Monks and Gamekeepers;A Study in Popular Legend orIs Man a Myth?
“Now, Daughter of Eve!”said the Faun.
And really it was a wonderful tea. There was a nice brown egg, lightly boiled, for each of them, and then sardines on toast, and then buttered toast, and then toast with honey, and then a sugar-topped cake.And when Lucy was tired of eating, the Faun began to talk.He had wonderful tales to tell of life in the forest.He told about the midnight dances and how the Nymphs who lived in the wells and the Dryads who lived in the trees came out to dance with the Fauns;about long hunting parties after the milk-white stag who could give you wishes if you caught him;about feasting and treasure-seeking with the wild Red Dwarfs in deep mines and caverns far beneath the forest floor;and then about summer when the woods were green and old Silenus on his fat donkey would come to visit them, and sometimes Bacchus himself, and then thestreams would run with wine instead of water and the whole forest would give itself up to jollifcation for weeks on end.“Not that it isn't always winter now,”he added gloomily.Then to cheer himself up he took out from its case on the dresser a strange little fute that looked as if it were made of straw, and began to play.And the tune he played made Lucy want to cry and laugh and dance and go to sleep all at the same time.It must have been hours later when she shook herself and said:
“Oh, Mr Tumnus—I'm so sorry to stop you, and I do love that tune—but really, I must go home. I only meant to stay for a few minutes.”
“It's no good now, you know,”said the Faun, laying down its fute and shaking its head at her very sorrowfully.
“No good?”said Lucy, jumping up and feeling rather frightened.“What do you mean?I've got to go home at once. The others will be wondering what has happened to me.”But a moment later she asked,“Mr Tumnus!Whatever is the matter?”for the Faun's brown eyes had flled with tears and then the tears began trickling down its cheeks, and soon they were running off the end of its nose;and at last it covered its face with its hands and began to howl.
“Mr Tumnus!Mr Tumnus!”said Lucy in great distress.“Don't!Don't!What is the matter?Aren't you well?Dear Mr Tumnus, do tell me what is wrong.”
But the Faun continued sobbing as if his heart would break. And even when Lucy went over and put her arms round him and lent him her handkerchief, he did not stop.He merely took the handker chief and kept on using it, wringing it out with both hands whenever it got too wet to be any more use, so that presently Lucy was standing in a damp patch.
“Mr Tumnus!”bawled Lucy in his ear, shaking him.“Do stop. Stop it at once!You ought to be ashamed of yourself, a great big Faun like you.What on earth are you crying about?”
“Oh—oh—oh!”sobbed Mr Tumnus.“I'm crying because I'm such a bad Faun.”
“I don't think you're a bad Faun at all,”said Lucy.“I think you are a very good Faun. You are the nicest Faun I've ever met.”
“Oh—oh—you wouldn't say that if you knew,”replied Mr Tumnus between his sobs.“No, I'm a bad Faun. I don't suppose there ever was a worse Faun since the beginning of the world.”
“But what have you done?”asked Lucy.
“My old father, now,”said Mr Tumnus;“that's his picture over the mantelpiece. He would never have done a thing like this.”
“A thing like what?”said Lucy.
“Like what I've done,”said the Faun.“Taken service under the White Witch. That's what I am.I'm in the pay of the White Witch.”
“The White Witch?Who is she?”
“Why, it is she who has got all Narnia under her thumb. It's she who makes it always winter.Always winter and never Christmas;think of that!”
“How awful!”said Lucy.“But what does she payyou for?”
“That's the worst of it,”said Mr Tumnus with a deep groan.“I'm a kidnapper for her, that's what I am. Look at me, Daughter of Eve.Would you believe that I'm the sort of Faun to meet a poor innocent child in the wood, one that had never done me any harm, and pretend to be friendly with it, and invite it home to my cave, all for the sake of lulling it asleep and then handing it over to the White Witch?”
“No,”said Lucy.“I'm sure you wouldn't do anything of the sort.”
“But I have,”said the Faun.
“Well,”said Lucy rather slowly(for she wanted to be truthful and yet not be too hard on him),“well, that was pretty bad. But you're so sorry for it that I'm sure you will never do it again.”
“Daughter of Eve, don't you understand?”said the Faun.“It isn't something Ihave done. I'm doing it now, this very moment.”
“What do you mean?”cried Lucy, turning very white.
“You are the child,”said Tumnus.“I had orders from the White Witch that if ever I saw a Son of Adam or a Daughter of Eve in the wood, I was to catch them and hand them over to her. And you are the frst I've ever met.And I've pretended to be your friend and asked you to tea, and all the time I've been meaning to wait till you were asleep and then go and tellHer.”
“Oh, but you won't, Mr Tumnus,”said Lucy.“Yo won't, will you?Indeed, indeed you really mustn't.”
“And if I don't,”said he, beginning to cry again,“she's sure to fnd out. And she'll have my tail cut off, and my horns sawn off, and my beard plucked out, and she'll wave her wand over my beautiful cloven hoofs and turn them into horrid solid hoofs like wretched horse's.And if she is extra and specially angry she'll turn me into stone and I shall be only statue of a Faun in her horrible house until the four thrones at Cair Paravel are flled—and goodness knows when that will happen, or whether it will ever happen at all.”
“I'm very sorry, Mr Tumnus,”said Lucy.“But please let me go home.”
“Of course I will,”said the Faun.“Of course I've got to. I see that now.I hadn't known what Humans were like before I met you.Of course I can't give you up to the Witch, not now that I know you.But we must be off at once.I'll see you back to the lamp-post.I suppose you can fnd your own way from there back to Spare Oom and War Drobe?”
“I'm sure I can,”said Lucy.
“We must go as quietly as we can,”said Mr Tumnus.“The whole wood is full ofher spies. Even some of the trees are on her side.”
They both got up and left the tea things on the table, and Mr Tumnus once more put up his umbrella and gave Lucy his arm, and they went out into the snow. The journey back was not at all like the journey to the Faun's cave;they stole along as quickly as they could, without speaking a word, and Mr Tumnus kept to the darkest places.Lucy was relieved when they reached the lamp-post again.
“Do you know your way from here, Daughter of Eve?”said Tumnus.
Lucy looked very hard between the trees and could just see in the distance a patch of light that looked like daylight.“Yes,”she said,“I can see the wardrobe door.”
“Then be off home as quick as you can,”said the Faun,“and—c—can you ever forgive me for what I meant to do?”
“Why, of course I can,”said Lucy, shaking him heartily by the hand.“And I do hope you won't get into dreadful trouble on my account.”
“Farewell, Daughter of Eve,”said he.“Perhaps I may keep the handkerchief?”
“Rather!”said Lucy, and then ran towards the far-off patch of daylight as quickly as her legs would carry her. And presently instead of rough branches brushing past her she felt coats, and instead of crunching snow under her feet she felt wooden boards, and all at once she found herself jumping out of the wardrobe into the same empty room from which the whole adventure had started.She shut the wardrobe door tightly behind her and looked around, panting for breath.It was still raining and she could hear the voices of the others in the passage.
“I'm here,”she shouted.“I'm here. I've come back I'm all right.”
“晚上好?!甭段髡f。不過,剛開始半人羊忙著撿地上的東西,沒顧上回答,等他撿完包裹,才向露西鞠了一躬。
“晚上好,晚上好,”半人羊說,“不好意思——我不是要多嘴——不過要是我沒猜錯的話,你是夏娃的一個女兒吧?”
“我叫露西?!甭段骰卮?,有點兒不明白半人羊的意思。
“那你真的是——請原諒我的冒昧——就是他們說的小女孩嗎?”半人羊問道。
“當然,我是個女孩?!甭段骰卮?。
“那你真的是人?”
“當然,我是人?!甭段髡f,她仍然有一些糊涂。
“真是的,真是的,”半人羊說,“你看我真傻!不過,我之前還真沒有見過亞當之子,也沒有見過夏娃之女。我太開心了,就是說——”說到這里,半人羊突然停住了,像是差點兒就要說漏嘴,但又及時想到,沒把它說出來。“開心,開心,”他接著說,“請允許我介紹我自己,我叫塔姆納斯。”
“很高興認識你,塔姆納斯先生?!甭段髡f。
“哦,露西,夏娃之女……我再冒昧問一下,”塔姆納斯先生說,“你是怎么來到納尼亞的?”
“納尼亞?那是什么?”露西說。
“這里就是納尼亞王國,”半羊人說,“我們腳下的土地正是納尼亞的國土,從那盞路燈開始,一直到東部海岸的凱爾帕拉維爾宮殿,都是納尼亞的疆域。而你——你是來自西面的野樹林嗎?”
“我……我從空房里的那個衣柜來?!?/p>
“唉!”湯姆納姆先生懊悔地說,“我要是小時候在地理上多花一點兒工夫,就肯定知道這些奇奇怪怪的國家了,現(xiàn)在要學也太晚了?!?/p>
“但我說的根本不是國家,”露西說,她差不多要哈哈大笑起來,“我說的那個地方就在后邊——至少——我不確定,那里現(xiàn)在正是夏天?!?/p>
“可這時候,”塔姆納斯先生說,“納尼亞是冬天,這里進入冬天已經(jīng)很長一段時間了。要是繼續(xù)站在雪地里聊天,咱倆一會兒就都得感冒了。來自遙遠的空間國的、夏日光輝永不消逝的衣柜之城的夏娃之女,不知你是否愿意與我一起喝個茶?”
“塔姆納斯先生,謝謝你的好意,”露西說,“可我覺得我該回去了?!?/p>
“我家就在這附近,”半人羊說,“那里有熊熊燃燒的爐火——有吐司面包——還有沙丁魚罐頭——還有蛋糕?!?/p>
“那好吧,你真好。”露西說,“但是我不能待太久?!?/p>
“夏娃之女,那就請你挽住我的手臂,”湯姆納姆先生說,“我為咱們撐傘,這是我們要走的路。好了,現(xiàn)在出發(fā)。”
于是,露西伸出手,挽住這個陌生生物的手臂,像是挽著一位自小就相識的朋友,走進樹林里。
他們沒走多遠,道路就變得崎嶇不平,石塊四處散落,周圍盡是起起伏伏的山丘。走到一個小山谷底時,塔姆納斯先生突然拐了個彎,好像迎面就要撞上一塊大得不同尋常的巖石似的。不過,到了最后,露西才發(fā)現(xiàn),原來塔姆納斯把她帶到了一個山洞入口。剛進洞,明亮的木柴火光就晃得露西直眨眼睛。塔姆納斯先生停住腳,用干凈的小火鉗從火堆中夾出一塊燃燒著的木頭,點燃了一盞燈?!安枰粫壕秃??!彼f著,隨即把茶壺放到火堆上。
露西心想,自己可從來沒有去過比這里更好的地方。小山洞干燥、整潔,洞壁的石頭泛著紅光,地上鋪著地毯,還擺著一張桌子和兩把椅子(“一把給我的朋友坐,一把給我。”塔姆納斯先生說道),還有一個儲物柜,搖曳的火光上方是壁爐架,上方是一幅畫,畫上是一只蓄著灰色胡須的老半人羊。山洞另一個角落里有一扇門,露西猜想那一定通向塔姆納斯先生的臥室。洞內(nèi)一面墻邊靠著一個書架,上面擺滿了書,諸如《西勒諾斯的傳奇人生和書信》《寧芙及其生活》《人、僧侶和獵場看守人》《通俗傳說研究》《人類是神話虛構嗎?》等。在塔姆納斯擺放茶具的時候,露西就在邊上翻看書架上的書。
“好了,夏娃之女,過來享用吧!”半人羊說。
這真是美妙的茶點。塔姆納斯煮了美味的褐色雞蛋,一人一個,雞蛋很嫩;有烤吐司面包,有的放了沙丁魚,有的抹了黃油,有的抹了蜂蜜;還有裹著糖衣的蛋糕。當露西吃夠,半人羊才開口說話,從神奇的傳說到發(fā)生在樹林的真實故事。他向露西描繪午夜舞會,那些生活在井里的寧芙女神和生活在樹上的樹妖都跑出來和半人羊跳舞;他給她講述大家是如何長途跋涉追逐乳白色公鹿的,因為誰捉到那頭白鹿,它就可以滿足誰的愿望;他告訴露西他自己和野蠻的紅色小矮人在深礦之中和森林地面下的巖洞里享用盛宴和尋寶的經(jīng)歷;他說起樹木蒼翠欲滴的夏天,年老的西勒諾斯會騎上胖驢子來這里拜訪;偶爾巴克斯也會來拜訪,巴克斯一來,溪流里流淌的就不再是水,而是汩汩的紅酒,整個樹林狂歡起來,一直要持續(xù)好幾個星期?!斑@里可不是一直都是冬天的?!彼丶由弦痪洹=又?,為了讓自己振奮起來,塔姆納斯從儲物柜上的一個盒子里取出一支外形奇怪又小巧的笛子,像是用稻草做成的。他開始吹奏起來。那笛子發(fā)出的樂音讓露西在同一時刻里又想笑,又想哭,還特別困。她迷迷糊糊,一定是過了好幾個小時,才突然驚醒過來,她說:
“哦,塔姆納斯先生——我并不想打斷你,我真的很喜歡你吹奏的曲子——可是,我現(xiàn)在必須回家了。我本來只打算在這里待一小會兒的。”
“現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)來不及了,你知道的?!卑肴搜蛘f。他放下笛子,悲傷地朝她搖著腦袋。
“來不及?”露西從椅子上彈了起來,感到很害怕?!澳闶鞘裁匆馑??我現(xiàn)在就要回家,其他人得擔心我是不是發(fā)生什么事了?!辈贿^,她片刻之后又問道:“塔姆納斯先生,到底發(fā)生了什么?”因為她看見半人羊的褐色眼眸里噙滿了淚水,一顆顆淚珠順著他的臉頰流下,滑過鼻尖落下來,最后他竟雙手掩面號啕大哭起來。
“塔姆納斯先生!塔姆納斯先生!”露西十分難過地說,“別哭,別哭,這到底是怎么回事?你還好嗎?親愛的塔姆納斯先生,告訴我到底怎么了?”但半人羊一直不停地抽泣,似乎心都要哭碎了,甚至當露西走過去環(huán)抱他,把自己的手帕遞給他時,他也沒有停止哭泣,只是接過手帕不斷擦拭眼淚,直到手帕濕得不得了了,才用雙手擰干,沒過多久,露西腳下就被淚水浸濕了一片。
“塔姆納斯先生!”露西一邊沖著他的耳朵大喊,一邊搖晃他,“不要哭了。趕緊停下來!像你這樣強壯的半人羊真該為自己感到羞愧,竟然哭了這么久。你到底是為什么要哭???”
“嗚——嗚——嗚——”塔姆納斯先生嗚咽地說,“我哭是因為我是一個可惡的半人羊?!?/p>
“我一點兒都不覺得你可惡,”露西說,“我覺得你是一只特別好的半人羊,你是我見過的最善良的半人羊?!?/p>
“不——不——如果知道我做過的事情,你就不會這樣說了?!彼芳{斯先生抽抽噎噎地說,“其實,我是特別壞的半人羊,我覺得自古以來,沒有比我更可惡的了?!?/p>
“可是,你做了什么?”露西問。
“我尊敬的父親,”塔姆納斯先生說,“那邊壁爐架上的就是他的畫像,他絕對做不出這樣的事情?!?/p>
“什么樣的事情?。俊甭段鲉?。
“就是我做的事情,”半人羊說,“在白女巫手下做事。這就是可惡的我。我在白女巫手下工作?!?/p>
“白女巫?誰是白女巫?”
“哎,她就是掌控整個納尼亞的人,就是她讓這里只有冬天,永遠都是冬天,還沒有圣誕節(jié),你想想看!”
“太可怕了!”露西說,“那她讓你做什么呢?”
“最糟糕的就是這個,”塔姆納斯先生深深嘆了一口氣,“我是她手下的綁匪,這就是我的真實身份。你看著我,夏娃之女。在樹林里遇見任何一個可憐純真的小孩子,即使他從未害過我,但我也會假裝對他友好,帶他到我的洞里,我這么做只是為了將他催眠,然后把他交到白女巫的手里。你相信嗎,我就是這樣的半人羊?”
“當然不相信,”露西說,“我確信你不會做出這種事情?!?/p>
“但是我已經(jīng)做了,”半人羊說。
“這個嘛,”露西慢吞吞地說(因為她想表現(xiàn)出自己的真誠,又不想傷害塔姆納斯),“這個確實不好,但你現(xiàn)在因為這件事情這么懊悔,我相信,你以后肯定不會再做這種事情啦?!?/p>
“夏娃之女,你還不明白嗎?”半人羊說,“我不是說我之前做過這種事情,而是我正在做這件事,此刻正在做?!?/p>
“你什么意思?”露西臉色變得蒼白,大聲地說。
“你就是那個可憐純真的孩子,”塔姆納斯說,“我之前接到白女巫的命令,如果在樹林里看見亞當之子或者夏娃之女,就要抓住他們,把他們交給白女巫。你是我遇見的第一個孩子。我剛剛假裝成你的朋友,邀請你和我一起喝茶,而我一直在等你睡著,然后跑去告訴白女巫?!?/p>
“不,塔姆納斯先生,你不會這樣做的,”露西說,“你不會的,對不對?而且,而且你也不一定非得按她的命令行事?!?/p>
“如果我不這樣做,”他說著開始哭起來,“她一定會知道這件事,到時,她會砍掉我的尾巴,鋸掉我的角,拔掉我的胡須,然后揮動手中的魔杖,把我的美麗偶蹄變成可怕的奇蹄,就跟難看的馬蹄一個樣。要是這樣她仍然盛怒難消,她就會把我變成石頭雕像。我就會變成她那恐怖宮殿中唯一的半人羊,直到凱爾帕拉維爾的四尊寶座都座上有人——天知道那得等到什么時候,或者永遠不會有那么一天也說不定!”
“塔姆納斯先生,聽你這么說,我真的很抱歉,但求求你放我回家吧?!?/p>
“放心,我會放你走的,”半人羊說,“我當然要放你走。我現(xiàn)在明白了,遇見你之前,我并不知道人類是什么樣的??晌椰F(xiàn)在認識你了,我當然不會把你交給白女巫。不過我們得趕快離開這里,我會把你送到那盞路燈下。你應該還記得怎么回空間國,怎么回到衣柜之城的路吧?”
“我當然記得?!甭段髡f。
“我們必須盡可能安靜地離開這里,”塔姆納斯先生說,“整片樹林都分布著她的耳目,甚至有些樹也是站在她那邊的。”
他們倆站起來,顧不上收拾桌上的茶點,塔姆納斯先生再次撐開傘,然后把手臂伸向露西,兩人手挽手向外面的雪地走去?;厝サ穆肪€和來時的路線完全不同。他們一路上小心翼翼,彼此不說一句話,用最快的速度走路,而且塔姆納斯先生一直選擇從最黑暗的地方走。當兩人再次來到路燈下,露西懸著的心終于落了下來。
“夏娃之女,你知道怎么從這里回去吧?”
透過樹林,露西用力分辨,終于發(fā)現(xiàn)遠處有一點兒亮光,看起來就像是白日光一樣?!笆堑模甭段髡f,“我看見衣柜門了?!?/p>
“那你趕快回家吧,”半人羊說,“還有——我之前打算害你,你能——能原諒我的過錯嗎?”
“哦,我當然會原諒你?!甭段髡f。她真誠地握著半人羊的手,說:“我真心希望,你不會因為我惹上大麻煩?!?/p>
“夏娃之女,路上小心!”他說,“不知道我是否可以保留這塊手帕?”
“當然可以?!甭段髡f完,就用她雙腿最快的速度朝著遠處的光亮之處跑去。沒過多久,她就感覺掠過身體的堅硬樹枝消失了,取而代之的是皮毛大衣,腳下嘎吱作響的雪地也變成了衣柜底部的木板。突然之間,她發(fā)現(xiàn)自己沖出衣柜,回到了之前那間空屋子——整個探險開始的地方。她把身后的衣柜門關得緊緊的,然后一邊喘氣,一邊看了看四周。外面還下著雨,還能聽見過道里大家的喧鬧聲。
“我在這里,”她大聲喊,“我在這里,我回來了,我沒事兒。”