書(shū)蟲(chóng)四級(jí)《克蘭福德》：8.真正的朋友

8．True friends

8．真正的朋友

While Miss Matty went downstairs to tell Martha, I quietly picked up my letter and went to Signor Brunoni's lodgings. The signor was now well enough to leave Cranford and, before he disappeared, I needed an exact address for the Aga Jenkyns in Chunderabaddad.

馬蒂小姐下樓去跟馬莎講話的時(shí)候，我靜靜地拿起我的信，去布魯諾尼先生住的地方。這位先生現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)康復(fù)，可以離開(kāi)克蘭福德了，在他消失之前，我需要知道昌德拉巴達(dá)那位阿加·詹金斯的確切地址。

I then posted my letter to India, and hurried back home. Martha, in tears now herself, pulled me into the kitchen.

然后我就把這封信寄往印度，并匆匆忙忙地回到家中。眼淚汪汪的馬莎把我拽進(jìn)了廚房。

I'll never leave her! I won't. "You may not know when you've got a good servant," I told her, "but I know when I've got a good mistress!" I've money in the Savings Bank, and I'm not going to leave Miss Matty.'

“我永遠(yuǎn)也不離開(kāi)她！我不。‘你雇了一個(gè)好仆人，可你也許并沒(méi)有意識(shí)到，’我告訴她，‘但我知道我有個(gè)好主人！’我在儲(chǔ)蓄銀行里有錢(qián)，我不會(huì)離開(kāi)馬蒂小姐的。”

What should I say? Miss Matty needed this kind woman. 'But, Martha, I don't think Miss Matty will even have enough money to buy your food.'

我能說(shuō)什么？馬蒂小姐需要這個(gè)善良的女人。“可是，馬莎，我想馬蒂小姐甚至連給你買(mǎi)食物的錢(qián)都不夠。”

Not enough for food?!' Martha sat down on the nearest chair and cried aloud.

“買(mǎi)食物的錢(qián)都不夠？！”馬莎坐在最近的椅子上放聲大哭。

Upstairs, Miss Matty was very quiet and sad. We decided to ask my father to come and advise her. So I wrote another letter, and then we tried to make plans.

樓上，馬蒂小姐很安靜，也很難過(guò)。我們決定讓我父親來(lái)給她出出主意。所以我又寫(xiě)了一封信，接下來(lái)我們?cè)囍朴喰┯?jì)劃。

Miss Matty just wanted to sell most of her things, rent a single room somewhere and live quietly on the money that remained.

馬蒂小姐只想把她大部分的東西變賣(mài)，在什么地方租一個(gè)單間的房屋，然后靠剩下的那點(diǎn)兒錢(qián)安靜地生活。

I wanted something better for her. She needed money and I wondered how she, a lady, could earn some. By teaching? She loved children, but she could not sing or draw or sew. Perhaps she could teach reading? No. When she read aloud, she had to cough before each long word. Writing? Her spelling was terrible! No. There was nothing she could teach the children of Cranford, I decided, except quiet goodness.

我想給她出點(diǎn)兒更好的主意。她需要錢(qián)，我想知道她這樣一位女士怎么樣才能掙錢(qián)。教書(shū)嗎？她愛(ài)孩子，可是她不會(huì)唱歌，不會(huì)畫(huà)畫(huà)，也不會(huì)縫紉。也許她可以教孩子們讀書(shū)？不。她大聲朗讀的時(shí)候，讀到每個(gè)長(zhǎng)詞之前都要咳嗽。教寫(xiě)作？她的拼寫(xiě)糟糕極了！不。除了安靜善良的品行，她什么也教不了克蘭福德的孩子，我想。

Dinner was announced by Martha, still crying. Dear, rough Martha! She now spoke to 58-year-old Miss Matty as kindly as to a child, and she had gone out and bought eggs and butter with her own money to cook her something special.

馬莎宣布午餐開(kāi)飯的時(shí)候仍然在哭?？蓯?ài)而粗魯?shù)鸟R莎！她現(xiàn)在跟58歲的馬蒂小姐說(shuō)話時(shí)的口氣和善得就像是跟小孩子講話一樣，而且她還出去用自己的錢(qián)買(mǎi)了雞蛋和黃油，想為她做一些特別的東西吃。

We did not talk much that afternoon, but when Martha brought our tea, I had an idea. Miss Matty could sell tea! Tea was not dirty, or heavy. And no shop-window would be necessary, only a small sign. The one thing against my plan was the buying and selling involved. Miss Matty would be in trade. Would she ever agree to that?

那天下午我們沒(méi)怎么說(shuō)話，不過(guò)馬莎把茶點(diǎn)端進(jìn)來(lái)的時(shí)候，我有了個(gè)主意。馬蒂小姐可以賣(mài)茶葉！茶葉既不臟，也不重，也不需要櫥窗，一塊小招牌就夠了。有一件事情會(huì)成為我這個(gè)計(jì)劃的障礙，那就是買(mǎi)賣(mài)活動(dòng)。馬蒂小姐要做生意了，她會(huì)同意嗎？

Suddenly, we heard a noise on the stairs and some whispering. Then Martha came in, pulling a great tall young man who was red with shyness.

突然，我們聽(tīng)到樓梯上傳來(lái)一陣嘈雜聲和低聲說(shuō)話的聲音。接著馬莎進(jìn)來(lái)了，拽著一個(gè)羞得滿臉通紅的高個(gè)子年輕人。

Please, madam, he's only Jem Hearn,' said Martha, breathing hard. 'And please, madam, he wants to marry me immediately. And we want to rent a house and have just one quiet lodger, to help us with the money. And, dear Miss Matty, will you be that lodger and stay with us? Jem wants it as much as I do.' She turned to him. 'You stupid great thing! Why don't you speak?... He wants the same as I do, but he's shy in front of ladies,' she explained.

“對(duì)不起，小姐，他就是杰姆·赫恩。”馬莎氣喘吁吁地說(shuō)，“求求您，小姐，他想立刻和我結(jié)婚。我們想租個(gè)房子，而且只想找一個(gè)安靜的房客，來(lái)幫襯點(diǎn)兒錢(qián)。嗯，親愛(ài)的馬蒂小姐，您愿意做那個(gè)房客和我們生活在一起嗎？杰姆和我一樣希望您能同意。”她轉(zhuǎn)向他，“你這個(gè)大傻瓜！為什么不說(shuō)話？……他跟我的想法一樣，不過(guò)他在女士面前會(huì)害羞。”她解釋道。

It's not that,' said Jem. 'It's just that, well, I didn't expect to marry so soon. Martha moves so fast when she has an idea in her head...'

“不是這樣的，”杰姆說(shuō)，“只不過(guò)，哦，我還不想這么快就結(jié)婚。馬莎一有什么想法就會(huì)立刻行動(dòng)……”

Martha pushed him with her elbow. 'Please, madam, don't listen to him. He asked me only last night to marry him, but I said I couldn't yet, so now he's just surprised at the suddenness of it. But you know, Jem, you want a lodger as much as I do.' Another great push.

馬莎用胳膊肘捅了他一下。“對(duì)不起，小姐，別聽(tīng)他的。他昨晚才向我求過(guò)婚，不過(guò)我說(shuō)我還不能結(jié)婚，所以他現(xiàn)在對(duì)于這個(gè)突然的決定有些吃驚。不過(guò)你知道，杰姆，你像我一樣想有一個(gè)房客。”她又使勁捅了杰姆一下。

Yes!' he said. 'And I don't mind marrying Martha, madam.'

“是??！”他說(shuō)，“而且我也不介意和馬莎結(jié)婚，小姐。”

You've never stopped asking me,' cried Martha, 'and now you're making me look silly in front of my mistress!'

“你一直不停地求我，”馬莎哭道，“現(xiàn)在你卻讓我在女主人面前出丑！”

Now, now, Martha,' said Jem, trying to hold her hand. 'It's just that a man needs time!' He turned to Miss Matty. 'I always expected Martha to be my wife—one day,' he said. 'I've great respect for everyone who's been kind to her, madam, and she's often said you're the kindest lady in the world. If you'd lodge with us, we'd try to make you comfortable...'

“得了，得了，馬莎，”杰姆說(shuō)道，想要握住她的手，“只不過(guò)男人需要時(shí)間！”他轉(zhuǎn)向馬蒂小姐，“我一直盼望有一天馬莎能做我的妻子，”他說(shuō)，“誰(shuí)對(duì)她好，我就特別尊敬誰(shuí)，小姐，她經(jīng)常說(shuō)您是世上最好的女士。如果您能和我們一起住，我們會(huì)盡量讓您住得舒適的……”

Miss Matty had been very busy with taking off her glasses, wiping them, and putting them on again. All she could say was, 'You mustn't hurry into marriage just because of me. Marriage is a very serious thing...'

馬蒂小姐一直忙著把眼鏡摘下來(lái)，擦鏡片，又戴上去。她所能說(shuō)的就是：“你們不要因?yàn)槲叶莶萁Y(jié)婚?；橐鍪呛?chē)?yán)肅的事情……”

But Miss Matty will think about your plan,' I said quickly, 'and she can never forget your kindness.'

“不過(guò)馬蒂小姐會(huì)考慮你們的計(jì)劃的，”我立刻說(shuō)，“她永遠(yuǎn)也不會(huì)忘記你們的好意。”

I'm very willing, madam, though I don't explain myself well,' Jem replied. 'So, Martha, my girl,' he whispered, 'why do you go on crying and pushing me?'

“我很愿意，小姐，雖然我自己說(shuō)不清楚。”杰姆回答道，“那么，馬莎，我的姑娘，”他低聲說(shuō)道，“你為什么還在哭還要捅我呢？”

Martha, annoyed, ran out of the room and was followed by her lover. Miss Matty then sat down and cried. The idea of Martha marrying so soon was such a surprise, she said. She would never forgive herself if the poor girl hurried into marriage because of her. I think I was more sorry for Jem of the two...

馬莎生氣了，跑出了房間，她的戀人也跟著她跑了出去。馬蒂小姐坐下來(lái)哭了。馬莎這么快就結(jié)婚真是出人意料，她說(shuō)。如果這個(gè)可憐的女孩兒因?yàn)樗莶萁Y(jié)婚，她永遠(yuǎn)也不會(huì)原諒自己。我想在這兩個(gè)人中，我更替杰姆感到難過(guò)……

The next morning, very early, I received a mysterious note from Miss Pole, commanding me to come secretly to her house at eleven o'clock.

第二天一大早，我就收到了波爾小姐寫(xiě)來(lái)的神秘紙條，要我在11點(diǎn)鐘的時(shí)候秘密地到她家去。

I went. The door was opened by Miss Pole's little maid in her Sunday clothes. Upstairs in the drawing-room, the table was covered with the best green card-cloth, and there were writing materials on it. Miss Pole was dressed for visitors. Mrs Forrester was already there, and then Mrs Fitz-Adam appeared, red with walking and excitement.

我去了。波爾小姐的小女仆穿著最好的衣服前來(lái)開(kāi)門(mén)。在樓上的休息室里，桌上鋪著最好的綠色牌布，上面還放著一些紙筆。波爾小姐穿著會(huì)客的服裝。福里斯特夫人已經(jīng)到了，后來(lái)菲茨-亞當(dāng)夫人也來(lái)了，她的臉色由于走路和激動(dòng)而有些發(fā)紅。

Miss Pole coughed. She arranged all of us at the table, with me opposite her. Then she asked me if it was true that Miss Matty had lost all her money.

波爾小姐咳嗽了幾聲。她安排我們大家坐在桌邊，我正對(duì)著她。然后她問(wèn)我馬蒂小姐損失了所有錢(qián)財(cái)?shù)氖率欠駥賹?shí)。

Yes, it's true,' I said, and I never saw sadder faces than the three around me.

“是的，是真的。”我說(shuō)，我再也沒(méi)見(jiàn)過(guò)誰(shuí)的臉色比坐在我身邊的這三位更憂愁的了。

I wish Mrs Jamieson was here!' said Mrs Forrester.

“我希望賈米森夫人在這里！”福里斯特夫人說(shuō)。

Mrs Fitz-Adam clearly did not agree, and Miss Pole was not pleased. 'Even without Mrs Jamieson,' she said, 'we, the ladies of Cranford, can do something.'

菲茨-亞當(dāng)夫人顯然不同意，波爾小姐也不高興。“就算沒(méi)有賈米森夫人，”她說(shuō)，“我們這些克蘭福德的女士也能做些事情。”

She turned to me. 'Miss Smith,' she continued (I was usually known as Mary), 'I talked privately yesterday afternoon to these ladies about what has happened to our friend. None of us is vulgarly rich, but we shall all be pleased—truly pleased, Mary!—to give what we can to help Miss Matilda Jenkyns.' Here Miss Pole had to wipe her glasses.

她轉(zhuǎn)向我。“史密斯小姐，”她繼續(xù)說(shuō)道（大家一般都叫我瑪麗），“昨天下午我和這些女士私下談了談發(fā)生在我們朋友身上的事。我們都不是土財(cái)主，不過(guò)我們大家都會(huì)高興地——真的是高興地，瑪麗！——盡力幫助馬蒂爾達(dá)·詹金斯小姐。”說(shuō)到這兒，波爾小姐不得不擦了擦眼鏡。

We wish, however, to give our little bits of money secretly, in order not to hurt any feelings. This is why we asked you to meet us. Your father, we believe, is Miss Jenkyns's adviser. We would like him to arrange for her to receive the money without knowing that it comes from us.' Miss Pole looked round at the little assembly. 'And now, ladies, while Miss Smith considers how to reply, allow me to offer you some bread-and-butter.'

“不過(guò)，我們希望能秘密地把我們這些為數(shù)不多的錢(qián)給她，以免傷害她的感情。所以我們才讓你來(lái)和我們見(jiàn)面。我們相信你父親是詹金斯小姐的顧問(wèn)。我們想讓他為她安排接收這筆錢(qián)，但又不讓她知道這錢(qián)是我們給的。”波爾小姐環(huán)顧了一下參加聚會(huì)的這幾個(gè)人，“現(xiàn)在，女士們，趁史密斯小姐考慮如何回答的時(shí)候，請(qǐng)?jiān)试S我給大家上一些抹了黃油的面包。”

I did not reply very grandly. I just said that I would tell my father, and began to cry. The ladies cried too. Even Miss Pole.

我并沒(méi)有說(shuō)什么豪言壯語(yǔ)。我只是說(shuō)我會(huì)告訴父親，然后就哭了。女士們也哭了，連波爾小姐都掉下了眼淚。

Mrs Forrester was the first to speak again. 'I'11 write down what money I can give. I wish it was more, my dear Mary. Indeed I do!'

福里斯特夫人是接下來(lái)第一個(gè)說(shuō)話的人。“我會(huì)把我能給的錢(qián)數(shù)寫(xiě)下來(lái)。我希望我能給得更多些，親愛(ài)的瑪麗。真的！”

Now I saw why paper and pens had been put on the table. Every lady privately wrote down what she could give each year, signed her paper and passed it to me. If the plan was accepted, my father would open the papers. If not, he would return them to their writers.

現(xiàn)在我明白為什么桌上擺好了紙和筆。每一位女士都秘密地寫(xiě)下了自己每年能給的錢(qián)數(shù)，簽上名，然后交給我。如果這個(gè)計(jì)劃被采納，我父親就會(huì)打開(kāi)這些紙。如果不能，他會(huì)把它們還給書(shū)寫(xiě)者本人。

I got up to leave, but each lady wanted to speak to me by herself. Miss Pole kept me in the drawing-room, to say she had heard that Mrs Jamieson was coming home—very displeased with her sister-in-law, who was returning to Edinburgh that same afternoon. Of course, she could not say this in front of Mrs Fitz-Adam, who, as Mr Hoggins's sister, would not like to hear of anybody being angry about her brother's marriage.

我起身要走，但每一位女士都想親自和我說(shuō)話。波爾小姐讓我留在休息室，告訴我她聽(tīng)說(shuō)賈米森夫人就要回家了——她對(duì)她嫂子很不滿，而她嫂子也要在當(dāng)天下午回愛(ài)丁堡去。當(dāng)然，她不能當(dāng)著菲茨-亞當(dāng)夫人的面說(shuō)這些，她是霍金斯先生的妹妹，不會(huì)允許任何人對(duì)她哥哥的婚姻說(shuō)三道四。

Downstairs, Mrs Forrester was waiting. The poor old lady was trembling. She herself had less than ￡100 a year, she whispered, so she had only been able to promise Miss Matty ￡5 on her paper. She wished she was rich. She wished she could help dear Miss Matty more...

樓下，福里斯特夫人正在等待著。這位可憐的老夫人渾身發(fā)抖。她本人一年只有不到100英鎊，她低聲說(shuō)，她只能在紙上寫(xiě)下答應(yīng)給馬蒂小姐五英鎊。她希望自己有錢(qián)，她希望自己能給親愛(ài)的馬蒂更多的幫助……

And then Mrs Fitz-Adam stopped me outside the house—to say almost the opposite. She had not liked to write down all she could afford and was ready to give.

后來(lái)，菲茨-亞當(dāng)夫人在房子外面攔住了我——她說(shuō)的話幾乎正好相反。她不想把自己能給的錢(qián)數(shù)都寫(xiě)下來(lái)，而且她現(xiàn)在就準(zhǔn)備給一些錢(qián)。

Miss Matty was such a fine young lady,' she explained, 'when I was just a country girl coming to Cranford market. One day, I remember, I met her just outside the town. She was walking, and a gentleman rode beside her and was talking to her. She was looking down at some flowers she had picked, and I think she was crying. But she turned and ran after me to ask—oh, so kindly—about my poor mother, who was dying. Miss Matty was the rector's daughter, and it was such an honour that she spoke to me in that pretty way.

“馬蒂小姐是一位多好的年輕女士啊，”她解釋道，“那時(shí)我還是個(gè)初到克蘭福德集市的鄉(xiāng)下女孩兒。有一天，我記得，我就是在鎮(zhèn)子外面遇到她的。她當(dāng)時(shí)正在散步，身邊有位先生騎著馬正在跟她說(shuō)話。她低著頭看自己摘的花朵，我覺(jué)得她是在哭?？墒撬D(zhuǎn)過(guò)身，跑著追上我問(wèn)——哦，好親切啊——問(wèn)起我那可憐的將死的母親。馬蒂小姐是教區(qū)長(zhǎng)的女兒，我很榮幸她能用這么溫柔的方式和我說(shuō)話。

So do please think how I can give her a little more without anyone knowing, my dear. And my brother will be her doctor for nothing. He and her ladyship are ready to do anything for her. We all are.'

“所以一定請(qǐng)你想想我怎么樣才能多幫她一點(diǎn)兒，又不讓別人知道，親愛(ài)的。而且我哥哥會(huì)無(wú)償?shù)貫樗床?。他和尊敬的夫人?lè)于為她做任何事情，我們大家都是這樣。”

I was so anxious to get home to Miss Matty that I made all kinds of promises. But Miss Matty had not missed me. She was busy preparing to leave her house, and I think she was pleased to be doing something. Whenever she thought about Mr Dobson with his five-pound note, she said, she felt so dishonest! She was sure the bankers themselves must feel terrible...

我很著急回馬蒂小姐那里去，所以滿口應(yīng)承下來(lái)。不過(guò)馬蒂小姐并不想念我。她正忙著準(zhǔn)備離開(kāi)她的房子，我想，做些事情會(huì)讓她感到高興的。她一想到多布森先生和他的五英鎊紙幣，她說(shuō)，她就覺(jué)得好像撒了大謊似的！她確信銀行家們一定感覺(jué)非常糟糕……

My father arrived next morning, and when we were alone, I told him about Martha's plan and my meeting with the Cranford ladies.

我父親第二天早晨就到了，我們單獨(dú)在一起的時(shí)候，我告訴他馬莎的計(jì)劃以及我和克蘭福德的女士們會(huì)面的事情。

My father brushed his hand across his eyes. 'See, Mary,' he said, 'how a good life makes friends all round. I could write a sermon about it if I was the rector!'

我父親用手揉揉眼睛。“看，瑪麗，”他說(shuō)，“為人多積善，朋友遍天下。如果我是教區(qū)長(zhǎng)，我都可以寫(xiě)一篇布道文了！”

He and I decided that, if everyone agreed, Martha and Jem would marry as soon as possible and rent Miss Matty's house with the money given by the Cranford ladies. Then Martha could use whatever Miss Matty paid for her lodgings to make her comfortable.

他和我決定，如果大家都同意，馬莎和杰姆可以盡快結(jié)婚，用克蘭福德的女士們給的錢(qián)租下馬蒂小姐的房子。然后馬莎可以用馬蒂小姐付給她的住宿費(fèi)讓她生活得舒舒服服。

I told my father my idea that Miss Matty could sell tea, and he liked it. One of the rooms downstairs could become a shop, he said enthusiastically. It could have a glass door and Miss Matty could sit behind a table...

我告訴父親我認(rèn)為馬蒂小姐可以賣(mài)茶葉，他覺(jué)得這主意不錯(cuò)。樓下的一個(gè)房間可以開(kāi)一間店面，他熱心地說(shuō)。店門(mén)可以是玻璃的，馬蒂小姐可以坐在桌子后面……

Miss Matty patiently accepted all we arranged. She even agreed to sell tea. 'Though I doubt that I'll do it very well,' she said. 'I'd so much rather sell sweets to children!'

馬蒂小姐耐心地接受了我們的一切安排，她甚至同意賣(mài)茶葉。“雖然我懷疑我能不能做得好，”她說(shuō)，“我倒更愿意賣(mài)糖果給孩子們！”